life is not easy

well i finally did it :{

2008-04-30T01:01:52Z

i finally decide the best for me was to
leave keith alone for good :{ oh well
:( i should get over it soon :P just thought
i should write something about it.. i
no longer live near saki or vampia thou
:( well i guess this is the time to
learn how to DRIVE ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh omg (O_O)
i'm so scared to drive i don't know why?
ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! any ways yeah i
bored out of my mind now and well i need to scream....
........ ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh okay wait i think i'm done???? :P

merry x-mas

2007-12-23T18:29:49Z

well i wish every one that see this message a merry christmas and for everyone to enjoy there time with family and good friends well i don't really know what to say so i'll just scream it out MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!! AHHHHH AHAHHA AHHHH AHHH LOL >_< greetings to everyone
ps tanya you need a drunk X-Mas

sorry !!!!! xD

2007-12-10T22:40:50Z

i've been on imvu i almost forget about this place...>_<
i love imvu that place rocks. i meet new people al the time
i have a new friends now to bad he lives in the netherlands
but he's real awesome he loves to play games loves to watch "ANIME"
and likes to listen to the type of music i like he even
introduce me to a new band that i love so much man...... FLO-RUSH rocks >_<
yeah that my friends name well i have to go now
just thought i would write in my journal today :)

well if i don't post again by X-mas i wish
everyone a happy drunk one >_<..lol yeah tanya
that means you too!!!!!!!!!

thats my avatar from imvu i love that place

and this is "Flo"

i love to watch avatar.....shut up tanya ....aaaaaahhhhhh xD

2007-11-09T14:34:01Z

Avatar: The Last Airbender-What Type Of Bender, If Any, Are You. [Girls Only]

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Congratulations! You are a girl airbender!!! My fav for girls! [A.K.A. Me xD] Airbenders are the pranksters of the avatar world. Most are vegitarians, and perfer defensive fighting over offensive fighting. They're fun loving, happy, optimistic, and have a carefree attitude.Their bending style is based on the idea of constant, circular motion.
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2007-11-06T12:57:42Z

which ryotaro are you? (kamen rider den-o)

Ryotaroyou are really innocent, and sometimes people think you are child ^^; but your innocent made your act good.overall you are a good people. you are also a shy people. you dont want to get into trouble and maybe you always want a normal life ^^you have many friends too ^^b thats good, because no one hates you
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wondering

2007-11-06T12:20:35Z

Which Yami no Matsuei Character are You?

You are Tsuzuki.
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i wonder is this a good character tanya help here i was wondering who he was lol so tell me now

playing halo again

2007-10-26T09:23:19Z

we played halo last night it was fun... and we also played fushion frenzy lol it was fun playing that game too!!!
but any ways tanya and her brother came over to play with me and keith (husband). like always keith kicked our asses lol.....:D (oh shit i'm suppose to be wathing movies lol well now i have some thing to do tomorrow lol) oh sorry i was thinking to my self lol..... xD... any ways tanys brother also kicked our asses so tanya that means we really really suck lol. but we kicked ass in fushion frenzy lol....XD that game is fun to play i love it
lol cause it the only game i can play with out dieing over and over lol..
my favorite one was the one were we had to play hokey and turn the hokey puck our color then try to put it in the goal while it was still our color have to fight with tanya was preety fun lol :D

see you next time tanya i will bet you lol...:p

i kicked ass

2007-10-15T16:50:20Z

well maybe i didn't but i didn't suck....(shifting eyes)okay yes i did i suck at video games...lol but i did kill everybody at least once... okay no i didn't i only killed christy.... lol but that's because she's not used to playing x-box lol but she works very well in teams un like me.....lol i can't play teams for shit lol oh well i'm trying....... tanya kick keith's butt next time.....lol. Any ways i think we all had fun lol i know keith did kicking our asses lol.......:D ha ha ha ha ha ha well see you next time and i will kick ass ha ha ha ha ha......fine don't believe me, but i will try too! lol

it a hard game to play for me...lol

joker_of_death @ 2007-10-14T11:21:00

2007-10-14T16:21:45Z

aaaahhhh i'm going insane with nothing to do aaaaaahhhhhh.....anyways yeah yesterday i got to see my friend tanya.... for the first time in a while and she did this big favor for me yesterday too! she took me to bo get my husband in ellington field because his car broke down so she drove us around pasadena to find an auto zone to get a part for his car and then she came over for awhile and had pizza with us and i made her play mario ddr lol just so that she could see how gay mario looked lol any ways after that keith (my husband) was telling her some stories and she was like well you guys i'm living now and he was keeped on tell his stories lol that was funny any....... i put a music player on my profile so feel free to go listen to some of the songs i like to listen to some times. but theres a catch you have to push the button that says launch standal one play so that the songs can come on.. well bye....:)

joker_of_death @ 2007-10-03T12:37:00

2007-10-03T17:38:53Z

Which Fruits Basket Character Are You?

You're Tohru!
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yeah i'm tohru... who are you?

wow this place is still here

2007-10-02T19:57:30Z

hi everybody any ways whats new with you ? i don't really have much to write cause i not much of a writere lol

i learned how to put my drawing on my thing

2006-09-03T08:38:03Z

these are two of my drawing the other one is at the gallery. there is also a picture of my daughter. the person i love so much she so cute

joker_of_death @ 2006-09-03T02:56:00

2006-09-03T07:56:28Z

release from my anger this is my favorite drawing

joker_of_death @ 2006-09-03T02:32:00

2006-09-03T07:32:43Z

this is the drawing my friend likes

STUPID ME!!!!!

2006-09-03T03:54:18Z

whoopss i kinda deleted the last entry by accident, he he he he ...stupid me oh well. any ways, i don't really don't know what to type in my journal to day so i'll just talk about what I drew. The first drawing I drew was about a girl getting chocked by some vines that come out of a star in my drawing her heart some how gets chocked by the vines too. For some reason that is my friends favorite drawing. My next drawing is about a single rose floating on a puddle of water in from the darkness vines come out to attack it but they can't touch it, cause of it kindness, it purity, it color, and it way of just being different. the last recent drawing i've drew is about a girl trying to release her self from his dark anger she carries in side and,in the back of her you can see her good side trying to help her. I symbolized her good side as a pair of wings. that drawing is my favorite it shows more felling then the other ones. i just want to say that I like to show feeling in my pics because that is my way in showing my feeling at the moment. One other thing is that, that is the only time I draw because my anger my sadness inspires me to. I don't really like to draw happy, nice, kind things i'm not that type of person I like to see emotion in drawings and my favorite emotion to look at is sad, anger. another reason why, I like sad and angry things is because when i try drawing nice, happy, kind things I mess up so I throw them away. right now you think i'm sad huh, but i'm not I feel okay, like I said life is alright when you have some one to be there for like I do my baby girl.... I love her... he he he he . see yeah later.
p.s. oh yeah the only reason i don't post my drawings is because... i don't know how to ..he he he he he ...stupid me!!! oh well sorry.

joker_of_death @ 2003-06-04T21:50:00

2003-06-05T02:52:02Z

A quiz my friend made for a comic she is doing (I'm Kairi in the comic) the only thing she should change on it is that My Fave color is NOT WHITE....just makign that clear (I like Black)

You're Kairi! The Spirit of Love! Your life is
ok...Your care Free, Happy, but you have no
love of your own.

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Yay! New song!

2003-03-24T13:23:37Z

Im into this otehr song now! I had my friend find out who sang it and what the name of the song was. (she says it reminds he of a game called Galerians:Ash but i never played the game so i wouldnt know) so here are the lyrics to SLOW CHEMICAL BY FINGER ELEVEN!!

The wonder of the world is gone and old for sure
All the wonder that I would have found in her

As a hole becomes another strike to burn
An old flame returns

Every intuition fails to find it's way
One more table turned around I'm back again

Finding I'm a lost and found when she's not around
When she's not around I feel it coming down

Get me what I could never ask for
Connect me and you could be my chemical NOW

Give me the drug you know I'm after
Connect me and you could be my chemical

When everybody wants (the chemical of) your soul

When everybody wants (the chemical of) your soul

Slow and
Everybody wants you
So
Slow and
Everybody wants your soul

Give me what I could never ask for
connect me and you could be my chemical NOW

Give me the drug you know I'm after
Connect me and you could be the chemical

You could be the chemical
You could be the chemical
You could be the chemical
You could be the chemical

Paint it Black

2002-12-13T01:13:08Z

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<fontsize=8>I don't really have anything to talk about....</fontsize> <fontsize=14>But! I found this really cool song that i like!! it's called Paint it Black!! Here are the lyrics!! YEAH!!</fontsize>

I see a red door and I want it painted black
no colors anymore, I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars and they are painted black
with flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
like a new born baby it just happens every day

I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it's heading into black
maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
it's not easy facing up when your whole world is black

I wanna see it painted painted, painted black, oh baby
I wanna see it painted painted, painted black, oh baby

No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the setting sun
my love will laugh with me before the morning comes

I wanna see it painted, painted black, oh
black as night, black as coal
I wanna see the sun blotted from the sky
painted, painted, painted black oh baby
painted painted, painted black

Oh Man!

2002-12-12T22:43:55Z

heh,Beeeeeeep... Laura is not in. This is her chic freind Natalie, yeah blah blah blah i just wanted to say that she is a crazy mad chic and watch out keith if your read this beware her wrath!!!! well imma be on my way cuz im bored and dont know what to say! buh bye now

Tests

2002-12-09T22:32:32Z

Here is some tests that Tanya forced me to take...

this is my way to live

What about yours?
made by rav-chan

Which Battle Royale Character are You?
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What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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Stuff

2002-12-06T00:15:49Z

Comments on the song! I just like the beat because I don't understand what they are saying.

I get hyper when i eat candy in the morning, and Tanya gave me some candy...in the morning. I really have nothing else so say.

Lies all of it

2002-12-05T13:25:11Z

I was laughing at Tanya in 3rd period because she saw that I noticed what she did. She was flirting with this guy. Then when she saw that I was looking at her she turned all red. While i was almost done writing this the teacher came and threw it away. And Tanya got it back out of the trash. Well enough about that!

I did not write the bio Tanya wrote that she is lieing if she said I did.